Sigh, wish I knew...

JELLYBEAN!!! It's been a long time since I last had a chat with him. All because I was trying to for get bout him. I've said it before, I've never liked somebody so much & for such a long period of time before. I said to myself, he is a great guy, so why not go on and try. I tried and it was going well, till he found out.

I really really liked him alot, and wonders if maybe he have thought of me before. I mean, there were so many times he was looking and trying to get close. He is not just any guy tht passes by everyday. He is The guy, The special guy. For no reasons, I just cn't take him of my heart. And I don't know y. It's like, I have a feeling tht something will happen but wht?

On the other hand, Mr. Nice is just treating me so nice. And we chat like till late night. One night, I decided to ask him who does he likes. He replied and said the girl's name starts with a "Y". So now I know the truth, and tht's a good thing. But should I go back to Jellybean?

Now tht's the big question!!! I really miss Jellaybean, and his still in my heart, but on the behalf, Mr. Nice is in there too. Wht am I to do? I seriously miss Jellybean. I just cn't forget bout him. His personality really suits mine alot, like alot alot! I just don't know wht to do anymore, I'm so confused!!! Now the song tht suits me alot is "Stomping the Roses" & "My Kind of Perfect" (my version though with a switch of her to him and some lyrics). Wish David was my boyfriend, but we all know tht 'That' will never happen. Haha! Filling in my fantasies again, so dreamy of me to do tht.

Now, I am just so confused. Maybe I should just wait and see, let time do it's thing. Miss Jellybean so much...

xoxo,

Katrina

Epic is Fantastic!

Epic-ness is the secret to Laughter, believe me, it's true! Yesterday, it was another day of epic-ness. But unlike other days, it was a truly epic day filled with ghetto-ness. Yea man, it's time to gimme the attitude, yea work it work it girl! Haha! It all started out like this:

Janany was talking bout her husband, and it was time for a story.(Well, you cn't blame me, it was free period!) Okay, back to the sub! She was talking bout tht guy, and he went everywhere asking her friends wether is she crazy. So Janany told us tht she felt like calling him up and say this "No, I am not crazy! I am just crazy bout you!" (in the angry tone of course, she was

mad at tht guy). So me and Tab were so shocked as we heard those words from her own mouth, it was like Oh Janany, You din't! Haha!!! Then I repeated after her and said "I'm not crazy! I'm just crazy bout you!" And gosh it was epic, the whole class was a-pin drop all of the sudden, and everybody was looking at me. I was like "Damn! tht was embarrassing!" Then tab was laughing at me the whole time and Janan

y had her Buggly-wuggly eyes on! Man it was hilarious!!

Then we were telling her to go all and letting tht guy know her feelings cause he was hurting her like crap!(Seriously, tht guy's an ass!) And I was like all ghetto and stuff and all of the sudden Chee Cheng passed by and heard me, and man her reaction made tab blast! Out her laughter and haha's came out. It was seriously an epic day cause we laughed like crazy. It was GHETTO DAY!!!

Chocolate !!!

It's CHOCOLATE!!! MY FAVOURITE!!! ARGH!!!


Believe me, this chocolate is awesome! I love it since I was just round 3-4years old. And till today it hasn't change. Except, it is so expensive now! Mummy only buys it when we go for holidays, if there are discounts and stuff like tht or buy one free one offer. Gosh, cn't wait to get my fingers on this again.

BUT, one thing is, after I eat chocolate, I might get hyper ;D

Do I?

Do I like him? Found out from Claire tht he liked me before, last year! I mean OMG!!! Din't even knew tht! He liked me, but I din't really talked to him, so he thought that I was ignoring him! No!!! I won't do tht, I mean we were in a different class, and how would I know he liked me??? But guess wht? I fell for him early this year, but I forgotten when was it. He is just so nice and his such a sweet guy. But I knew tht he wouldn't like me, so neh! Give up! (I know I sound like a person who likes to give up, but believe me, I don't like getting hurt. I mean who does?!?!?!)

Anyways, quite some time past again, and I found out tht the feeling for him is coming back, but kept it to myself except for some friends. Girls have secrets to share too ya know, especially when it comes to boys, haha! Soon, I suspect tht he likes me too, not to be such a "Perasan" person, but yea, I mean it's obvious and many ppl can tell it too. Okay hang out and talk day-by-day. Suddenly one day, Chee Cheng came and ask me, "Do you like Mr.Nice Guy?" And before I can reply, she told me tht he likes me. BOOOOM!!! I FINALLY BROKE THE CODE!!! HE LIKES ME! Well I was happy and I had to admit it tht I like him too. Things are going on fine, but this time, more texting and chatting is involved. And next wed, the "group" planned an outing and I'm invited, so yea, I should be going, because it's One U! And I haven't been out with a group of friends for quite some time already. Wonder is he going? Oh well, guess I have to find out myself. And for today, I was a Major Blush Day!!! The whole class found out and my cheeks were as red as an apple! And double blush, when Jing Mei asked him questions and talk to him just next to me. Guess, I've got powned twice by myself today :S

P.S: He said I looked beautiful in one casting pic, tht was tagged by Niam, and gosh I blushed like a red apple ;)

It's DAVID!!!

GOSH!!! David Archuleta came to Malaysia AGAIN!!! Love him alot! He's the Bomb!!! I was so worried tht I couldn't get the chance to see him again, but I got 3 concert tickets for free.(Found out on the day itself tht the tickets are RM230 for each!) I was so grateful to my dad's friend when I got the free tickets from him, and not to mention An Incubus CD, A David Archuleta Album, and a jar of sticky sweet with a sentence saying "I Love Pitbull" haha! Thank you Thank you Thank you!!!! I love you daddy, if it wasn't for you, I won't be seeing David again, muacks! David was so awesome! During his concert, he was singing so addictingly, he went to the highest pitch and din't even went outta tune, I've gotta say tht was some awesome sh*t!!! Man, he was so cute and Hot at the same time!!!! I love you David, you will always be one of my fav singers <3



My fav song of his is "My Kind of Perfect". That song just makes me cry whenever I listen to it, it is seriously just too touching for me not to cry. I mean which girl wouldn't want a prince charming like tht?!?! Well, I WOULD!!! A prince charming tht fine is sooo hard to find nowadays, unless ur lucky. Wish he was ma Boyfriend, haha! Wake Up Kat!!! Tht ain't gonna happen man! Yea, I know but hey, u can always dream or make a wish right, haha. What am I doing thinking bout impossible stuff like this, haha! You must think I'm crazy, but seriously I would want a prince charming like tht! But it's true & many girls will support me on this.


David singing "My Kind of Perfect"

Wish he'll come back again, and this time, I'm so gonna Go and try to get the "Meet & Greet" passes!!!